Moony Funk - I don't know why

Never happy, not satisfied 
Always complains for nothing 
Hopes and dreams are fading away 
Within searching for something more

We never show what we want

I can't time out or runnin' away

It's not hard to figure it out 
There's no doubt, you'll find a way 
Live the moment, each and every day 

CHORUS 
I don't know why 
I cannot see the beauty in front of me 
I cannot... 
I don't know why
I cannot see the beauty in front of me (in front of me) 

Now I see here 
It's always been there 
People like their simple things 
Live the moment, each and every day 

CHORUS 
I don't know why 
I cannot see the beauty in front of me 
I cannot... 
I don't know whay 
I cannot see the beauty in front of me (in front of me) 

Is it there? 
Is it right there? 
Right in front of you (right in front of you) 
This is what you've been looking for 
For a long, long time 
Make it real, make it right now (make it right now, make it right now) 
You've got to live it now 

CHORUS 
I don't know why 
I cannot see the beauty in front of me 
I cannot... 
I don't know whay 
I cannot see the beauty in front of me (in front of me)

Now I'm 21 years old

hmmmm... 21 oh 21.. skrg g jd wanita berusia 21 taun.. sneng sie, tp berasa ga rela ninggalin umur 20 taun.. di saat tmen2 g umur 20, i'm 21 years old.. hmmm.. but g bersyukur sie.. slama 21 taun ini, Tuhan udh ngasi bnyk bnget hal hal yang luar biasa yg boleh terjadi slama g ad d dunia in ( eaaaaa...) I'm very blessing for my fam (nge sok inggris nie.. klo salah maapin aj ya.. hihihi)krn dr kluarga g sndiri, g bnyk blajar hal - hal yang mungkin awalny sangat sangat ga pngen g rasain, smpe ahirny dr mslh it g bs menjadi org yg maybe dewasa (yess, maybe).. Kedua, g mw berterima kasih bnyk sama my Saviour, Jesus Christ for my friends.. Tuhan udah mengijinkan malaikat - malaikatny yg ada d dunia ini untuk menjadi tmen g, baik dalam suka maupun duka, n mreka sering bnget menopang g wkt g ada mslh (nie klo tmen2 g denger pasti melayang deh idungnya.. x_x).. G jg mw berterima kasih bnyk bwt my sobatttttt.. yg udh berteman lama sma g.. Yes, she is vania a.k.a aban suraban.. Makasih yah kawan, sister bwt calon surprise nya yg batal terjadi krn salah hari pengiriman sms it.. wkwkwkwkw

3x bkin surprise n 3x gagall.. Belajarlh lg pd ahlinya kawan.. Aku yakin km pasti bisa!!! someday u will do it better ;)!! hahaha... tp suer deh.. g bnr2 ga rela meninggalkan umur 20... Pertama, krn d umur 21 ini, tanggung jwb g mkin besar, g hrus lebih bs sabar, lbh dewasa, lbh memikirkan lg k mnakah akan g langkahkan kaki g, hrus lbh mikirin apa sie yg mw g lakuin d dunia ini,dll..

But apapun jg, g tetep hrus slalu bersyukur.. hahaha... smoga apa yg blum tercapai d taun 2011, bs g capai d taun 2012.. AMIIIINNNNNN...

terahir i wanna sing for myself
.
..
 Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birhday
happy birthday
Happy birthday to meee
*tiuplilin *potongkue

hihihihi...
Gbu n your fammm abundantly ;) ;) :D

Lirik Lagu Maroon 5-Misery

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won’t let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I will never send
Sometimes these cut are so much
Deeper then they seem
You’d rather cover up
I’d rather let them bleed
So let me be
I’ll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain’t nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won’t you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I’m gonna get you back
I’m gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
Not that I didn’t care
It’s that I didn’t know
It’s not what I didn’t feel,
It’s what I didn’t show
So let me be
I’ll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain’t nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won’t you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I’m gonna get you back
I’m gonna get you back

You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I’m desperate and confused
So far away from you
I’m getting near
I don’t care where I have to run

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won’t you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won’t you answer me, answer me yeah

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain’t nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won’t you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I’m gonna get you back
I’m gonna get you back

Lirik Lagu Nikka Costa-My First Love

Everyone can see

There's a change in me

They all say I'm not the same

My first love

Kid I use to be

Don't go out and play
I just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm too shy to say

It's my first love
What I'm dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do


He thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
'cause I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Does he ever notice me
Does he ever found

Tell me teddy bear
My love is so unfair
Will I ever find away
An answer to my pray

For my first love..What I'm dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do

My first love

Thinks that I'm too young

Doesn't even know

Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling

'cause I'm feeling my first love

My first love

CInta Ga selalu harus memiliki

Jam nunjukin pukul 23.36, lgu Mariah Carey- Through The Rain mengalun indah.. Dan dari pikiran g terbesit untuk menulis : 

 Cinta itu emank ga selalu hrus saling memiliki.. Apa yg qt mw kadang ga bs qt dpetin smw, termasuk cinta.. Orang yg qt sukai, org yg qt sayang, n org yg qt inginkn untuk menjadi pendamping ato pengisi hati qt ga selalu hrus qt miliki.. Knp g bs bilang gt? krn g prnh ngrasain apa yg dibilank klo cinta it emank ga selalu hrus saling memiliki.. Cukup lama g suka ma seseorang itu, n cukup lama juga g pendem perasaan it.. 

 Bkan krn g gmw org it tw dgn ap yg g rasain, bkan krn g gmw milikin dy, dan bkan krn g ga pngen jdi pengisi hatiny hany untuk smentara wktu or seumur idup.. G ska curhat ma tmen g, n ampir smw ngo klo gt l dluan aj yg ajak knalan lh, or whatever, tp g ga prnh mw nglakuin it.. Why? Meskipun skrg udh ga ky dlu lg, meski skrg klo ad ce yg nembak co dluan it udh ga aneh, tp klo menurut g, klo bs diibaratin, ce it adalah rumput, dan co adalah seekor kuda.. Jd, ga mungkin kn klo rumput ngejar2 kuda? 

 Dan tugas seorang ce adalah menunggu.. Menunggu pangeranny datang menghampiriny, menunggu seorang pria jantan memintany untuk menjadi pendamping ny, menunggu seorang pria jantan memintany untuk menjadi ratu d hatiny.. 

 Skrg, g menyadari smw it.. Cinta it ga bs dipaksakan.. Dan emank ga salah klo qt berharap sama ap yg qt mw, cm jgn terlalu berharap sama ap yg qt inginkn, krn skaliny harapan it ga prnh terjadi, qt ga kn prnh bs lepas sama harapan it, n qt ga kn bs lari dr harapan qt.. qt akan susah untuk menjalani idup ini.. Skrg, yg bs qt lakuin hany membiarkn harapan it pergi, bukan qt membuank jauh2 harapan it, tp lebih kpd untuk kebaikan qt.. Untuk apa qt idup dlm harapan klo harapan it hanya sebatas harapan kosong? 

 Yg bs qt lakuin skrg hanyalah bedoa ma Tuhan, supaya dy mendapatkn kebahagiaan ny sndiri.. Cinta adalah sebuah pengorbanan.. Klo qt mw sayank ma dy, qt seharusny rela mengorbankan perasaan qt untuk kebahagiaanny, meskipun hati qt sakit, tp qt mw ngebiarin dy mendapatkn kebahagiaanny.. Percayalh klo suatu hri nanti, klo waktuny udh tepat, qt pasti akan mendapatkn "pangeran berkuda putih" yg bnr2 Tuhan kasih bwt menjadi pendamping idup, menjadi pengisi hati qt..

Bali, 08 oktober 2009-15 oktober 2009(kyny sie tgl 15 Oktober 2009)

Nostalgia wktu widyawisata d Bali.. Udh lama sie, tp momentny tuh ga bakal bs dilupain(hihihi..) apalagi liburan ma my sobat2 gilaaaa (Aban,Cebe,Cepi,Odoll,Sasa, dll)..

08 Oktober 2009.. Pagi2 dibgiin mid test.. deg2an sembari ga sabar menanti datangny rembulan d malam hari.. hahay.. jam 10 mlem, g pegi k skolah bwt ngumpul n doa sblum pegi.. jam 12 an mlem, g ma ank2 SMAK 2 BPK Penabur angkatan 2009-2010 bru brangkat k Bali. wkt awal ad d bus, g msi blum ngantuk.. g n my best best friend msi sdikit becanda2.. tp ga lma qt tdur d bus.. jam 2 an subuh, g kebngun gra2 AC yg super duper dingin.. dan g lupa bwa kaos kaki.. Tp Puji Tuhan, g ahirny bs tdur lg.

09 Oktober 2009.. Jam 6an pagi qt smw sarapan n bebersih diri.. Jujur nie..slama perjalanan pegi n pulank, g ga mandi boo.. hahaha.. jd g cm sikat gigi, cuci muka, cuci tangan, cuci kaki, pke obat jrawat, ma pke body lotion.. abis it bru sarapan.. abis sarapan, lngsng balik k bus tercintahh.. slama d jalan gaweanny tuh cm makan tidur becanda ma my BBF makan siang tidur makan malem tidur..

10 Oktober 2009.. jam 4 subuh nyampe d pelabuhan ap gt.. trus jam 5an nyebrank pke ferri.. jam 10 pagi qt sarapan,dll..trus balik k bus n kerjaan qt sama seperti hri sblumny.. trus ngejemput c "Bli".. lalu qt otw to Puri (dibaca pure) Tanah Lot.. g amazing bnget ngliad puri ma pantainy.. so amazing.. megang uler yg dipercaya, nyebrang k air suci.. trus balik lg k bus.. tp sblum balik k bus, qt makan d salah satu rumah makan.. trus qt k Joger.. pas d joger, qt smw tuh kalapp bwt belanja. bli ini itu yg ga krasa bnget tuh wkt bayar.. hahahaha.. trus sblum k hotel, g n tmen2 pd bli buah durian.. abis it, qt smw k hotel bwt check in.. abis check in, beberes n mandi, qt jalan k mc'd bwt mkan mlem..

11 oktober 2009.. pegi k bird park, nntn 3D d sna.. mkan k Kintamani yg anginny ujuhbilahh.. sebenerny c sejuk, cm angin it yg bkin org yg lg mkan esmosi.. ad krupuk terbang.. n ahirny qt qt pd ga ngabisin makanan.. abis it pegi k Kresna.. bli oleh2.. mlem ny bru qt balik k  hotel..

12 oktober 2009.. pegi k Tanjung Benoa.. maen banana boat n flying fish.. wkt maen banana boat, kyny g ampir bkin sobat g keilangan napasss.. hahaha.. xry plen, abisan g panik.. hahaha.. wkt maen flying fish, g amad sangad menikmati keindahan pulo Bali..abis dr tanjung benoa, qt smw pegi GWK.. trus pegi k sukowati..trus pegi mkan mlem d Golden Palace.. yg sangad menakjubkn lg makan adalah d meja g it smwny cewe2 n smw makanan dilahap abis ma 10 org cewe2 termsuk g.. pas liad meja laen yg ad cowo ny ato bahkn smwny co, makananny tuh bersisa.. mungkin d meja g cewe2 ny pd kalap pas mkan krn saking cpeny

13 Oktober 2009.. pegi n maen sepuasny d waterboom.. jam 4 an qt mandi trus nyebrang k mall bwt mkan siank + mlem.. jalan2 d daerah Kuta Square.. trus tdny sie mw jalan2 k legian smbil liad monumen yg dibngun stelah adny bom bali 1.. qt ber 6 cewe2 jalan k legian, trus peneranganny it remank2 nyampe d salah 1 hotel d sna, qt nany k satpam legian yg sbnrny mw qt tuju it msi jauh ato udh dket.. tp kt satpamny msi jauh.. trus ahirny qt distopin taksi ma satpam it, jd qt ber 6 balik k central parkny..

14 Oktober 2009.. seabis mkan siang, rombongan ank SMAK 2 BPK pulank k bndung..

15 Oktober 2009.. qt smw brenti d Jogja.. g ber 8 ma tmen2 ngiterin malioboro pke andong.. sbnerny andong it tuh cm untuk 5 6 org + brank2 d blakang, tp krn qt ber 8, andongny it dijdiin bwt 8 org.. 1 d dpn sbelah tukang andong, 5 di tengah dgn formasi 2 d sbelah kanan, 3 d sbelah kiri, n 2 org dijemur d blakang andong.. hahaha... trus mkan baso solo d sna.. jam 2 jam 3an qt brangkat k bdg..

Bnr2 miss that moment.. Miss u so much guys.. suatu hri nanti qt pasti bs breng2 lg pegi k Bali ato bhkn keliling dunia.. xixixi... hohohoho.. ;D

Kata2 bijak tentang cinta di film Saus Kacang

Jdi inget wktu g nntn film saus kacang d laptop my bro.. jdi pas Dewi ma Pa Fredo lgi ngeringin badan (klo ga salah) seabis mreka brenang d pantai,seabis c Pa fredo ngo apa gt, c Dewi ngo gni (kurang lebih):
" Cinta it emank ga bs slalu dimiliki. Orang yg qt suka kadang ga tw klo qt suka sama mreka, krn mreka gtw yg namany ketulusan. Ketulusan hati cm bs dibales sama cinta.."